It is so hard to believe, but tomorrow I head back to teaching again. What a wild ride from October 1st when I was suddenly put on bed rest. Tomorrow is going to seem surreal I imagine, as I step back into my classroom.
My heart is heavy tonight as I hold my boys and squeeze them tight. I ache inside to think about missing so many hours of the next three months of their lives. I don't want to miss a minute. I just feel like with them is where I belong, and the only place that I want to be.
There is though a part of me that anticipates tomorrow when I can see my friends again and have some adult interaction. :) If there is any job that I need to return to, at least it is one that I love and am passionate about. I look forward to seeing my students again and getting back into a groove.
It also helps to know that June will soon arrive and the boys and I can enjoy summertime!
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What a great weekend we had at our family retreat!!! So blessed to have two additional little grandsons who are so very loved and cherished by their Virginia family and their Minnesota family.
Dad and I will take good care of the boys while you are with your students...teach us to use the video camera!!!! We love you all and know that these next weeks will pass quickly. God bless you all four:)
Love, Mom and Dad H.
I will be praying for you, honey.
Tomorrow has come too quickly, but then on the other hand we were all praying that the boys would get to this point last December when they came into this world earlier than they should have. Praise God for every step of their short lives and these next few months will go by quickly. Bless you my darling Beth and Bless you Linda and Doug for giving up so much of your time so these little gifts don't have to leave their home every day.
I love you all,, Grandpa John
Lots of love this week. I know you are going to need it. But...the days will go by quickly and you are fortunate to have the summer...like you said...and playgroup....
My heart aches for you, too. I hope today goes well.
oh I remember the feeling of going back to work after I had Ali.. it was so bitter-sweet. I hated to leave her but at the same time, I was looking for some adult interaction. :) I'll be praying that your first day back is smooth and peaceful!! :)
Hope your day went well - I am sure you students & fellow teahers were glad to see you.
Praying for a great rest of the week for you!
I have been thinking about you ALL day. I hope your first day back was good and that you felt loved. Now go hug your boys!
Thinking of you!
It's HUMP Day!! Hope things are going well and you and the boys are adjusting well. What a blessing for them to be able to stay home. (I love that!) Have a great rest of the week!
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